Saturday, October 31, 2009




I'm tired of:- always feeling like im isolated from the world that i cant even find someone to actly talk to without thinking so much like how a girl would tell her best friend everything.




I am listening to :- Jay Chou singing to me




Maybe i should :- Not born into tis world




Chocolate :- ROYCE!




I have lost my respect for : - Some ppl who use to call 'friends'




I last ate : - Royce chocolate xD




Right now i'm waiting : - To go for Japan =D




Someday i will : - DIE... And i hope to go to heaven




I will always remember tat : - My day wif my dear Steve




Love is : - Feelings




2Day : - Was good day =D




2Morrow : - I dunnoe will got wad happening on 2Morrow




QUESTIONS




Is your cell phone beside you?- its beside my left hand.




Are you wearing chap stick?- No.




Are you tired?- yes




Are you wearing pjs?- Nooo~~




Is there something/someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?- uh huh.




Are you upset?- right now, yes.




Dated someone twice?- no




Been cheated on?- YES!! On a stupid taxi indian..




List three favourite colours:- BLUE. black. err white?


















Wednesday, October 28, 2009

朋友~



朋友很多,可是可以说话的有几个?

但我们越来越成长.害怕的事情越来越多.人渐渐会变得沉默.

我知道,当我越成长,顾虑的事情会越来越多,越来越重,或许一直到一天,再也飞不起来了.孤单的变老,孤单的生活,孤单的死去.


有时,我喜欢微笑着看着要好得朋友,听她们说话.叽叽喳喳的,忙碌的,讨论的,或许话题都无关紧要.但就是那样喜欢看着她们.或许能从那里,得到存在感?

我努力不让自己变成只能共欢乐的女孩.也幸运的,遇见几个好女孩,能陪伴着.或许,不是一路都一起牵手走着的.或许,不是能时常联络见面的.但就住着重要的位置.不管隔多久再见面,都能微笑着聊着,笑着.不管跌倒多少次,我们都知道,最开始的自己在哪里.


我们看见彼此的过去,成长,知道人不会永远没有错误.有时彼此嘲笑着,戏弄着.却打从心里不会生气彼此着.意见有时并不是那么重要.重要的时,在寂寞孤单犯错的时候,有没有一个人敞开怀抱等着你,愿意微笑的迎接你的到来.有没有那么一个人,愿意无条件,无理由的支持你.或许是因为还没有成功过吧.也就没有任何东西可以给我们失去.也或许这样,才能义无反顾地用力的呼吸,用力的跑下去吧."幸福是用悲伤换回来的" 咏仪曾说.是啊,或许是的,可是难道现在大家所面对的悲伤与痛苦还不够多麽?幸福难道真的得死了几个人,然后才能得到麽?我不知道.我真的不知道."相信的话,会比较幸福" 我说.所以,我们要努力相信,幸福会到来的,不管掉了多少次眼泪,不管错过了多少个人.相信,幸福总会来到身旁.